| dear dear dear |
[Apr. 15th, 2005|07:58 am] |
arizona iced tea is gods gift to man kind. aside from from a selected few.
been busy
been happy
for the most part
okay maybe. who knows. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 8th, 2005|11:57 am] |
Today is a mess.
I am a mess.
There is one hope
and its faded now. perhaps gone forever.
hopefully by tonight i'll feel numb again.
fucking shit. |
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| Today I was attacked by a rabid squirrel |
[Mar. 31st, 2005|06:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  i miss you | ] |
| [ | music |
| | mates of state | ] |
Today was such a beautiful day:
I went on a escapade. One grand fiesta of an adventure with my rae. I went to her house after school and decided that we should go for a walk. When we get to the spot where she knows a trail is we decided to check in our good friend bradley (Bradley is a free spirited sort of boy who lives in hawaii). He said he was home and was out running errands but would call us in a few days to hang out. So we started our grand adventure. We talked about how we're going to buy a house with white silk curtains and fluffy beds and a garden that was full of the most beautiful flowers. Passing streams and trees and high rocks covered in dew and moss we lost track of time in our fantacy. Convinced we were going to walk on forever and ever until the end of time. The end of time was 3-4 miles later when we stumbled accross a road. Having no idea where we were at we stepped on the road almost being hit by a car with a dog in the passenger seat! Bastard! So anyways the man stops his car and puts it in reverse.
WHAT COULD THE MAN BE DOING?!
Its Bradley!!!!!!!!!! Out of the billion people in the world to almost hit us it had to be someone i hadnt seen in like 6 months. None the less he gets out of the car gives us big hugs and explains,
"I was driving along and spotted thses hippies appearing from the woods and thought, "Hey! Hippies! I love Hippies!!" and then I realized, those arnt hippies! That's RAE AND ELISE!!!"
so we went on another walk and sat on a long above a stream that we had to hike down a steep ass motherfucking hill to get to the log. It was beautiful.
THEN JOEY (who rae and I basically lived with for a long time) came over and I havent seen him in months and planned some piercing appointments for me and watched scarification and suspention on TABOO
CONCLUSIVELY: I was attacked by a rabid squirrel. |
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| the adventures of... |
[Mar. 9th, 2005|05:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | total job- the faint | ] |
Elise 2 Rae
elise.com
Mar 9, 2005 09:33 AM
I miss skipping through graveyards singing The Sound Of Music's "These are a few of my favortie things, " with you and laying in the sun. I miss giggling until I've almost pee'd my pants and basking in olive oil. I miss hiking up mountains in bikinis to waterholes where a clan of hippies and gangstas hang out in peace. I miss taking long drives to the shore and blasting reggae music. I miss bubble baths and playing with rubber duckies in scuba gear. I miss carebear sing a longs and haunted houses. I EVEN miss you chasing me around in our underwear with a butcher knife. I miss throwing up wine in my hand and watching movies with chocolate ice cream and peanut butter. I miss Elizabeth and you trying to fart on me. I miss talking shit with you. I miss being miserable and crying with you. I miss Zachary and The other canadian boys from the ice cream shop. I miss going tubing on upper lake beverly. I miss Mr. Cerras Office. I miss Brie and Jamie. I miss Vagina Tease and Harvard. I miss making up songs when we're about to die. I miss you having to buy me cigarettes.
i hate growing up.
Rae 2 Elise
Im like Geneva
Mar 9, 2005 09:48 AM
elisey baby i miss rolling down gold courses with you, driving naked in cars, being the weird girls everyone knows, playing dress up with you, hiking in prom dressing beucase we can, being your girlfriend, making up songs, sunrise, being one of the guys, contimplating life with you, eating chocolate icecream with a pound of peanut butter in it, you cleaning my house and having dinner ready for me in the summer, walking around with no shoes on with you, making friends not enemies with everyone, getting in trouble with our moms, smoking cigs in your room, i miss our "family", and after school journies, i miss crying on the way home from our afternoon journies, i miss peircing things with you when we were bored, i miss joey, road trips and picnics, peeing in places we shouldnt, canada, just sitting around bored, drinking wine, making each other paranoid, looking at stars, covering ourselves in oilive oil, charts and graphs, baking cakes, jay bell, stripping for you.
Lets do some of these things soon. Summer will be here soon and it will equal endless adventures. I called you 3000 times last night. Ill call you later. Smooches. |
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| A bedtime story |
[Mar. 7th, 2005|09:38 pm] |
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this is sex.
De Lish323: what do you call a fish without an eye
tea cup control: what?
De Lish323: a fsh
De Lish323: its funny only if you say it out loud.. so really, i suck at life.
tea cup control: hahahahaha
tea cup control: thats the best joke ive ever heard
De Lish323: hahaha thanks
De Lish323: knock knock
tea cup control: who's there
De Lish323: duane
tea cup control: duane who?
De Lish323: duane the tub, im dwowning (thats drowning)
tea cup control: hahah i know i know thats the ebst joke ive ever heard
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X Failure Plan X: knock knock
tea cup control: who's there
X Failure Plan X: the interupting cow
X Failure Plan X: MOO!!!!!@
tea cup control: thats the best joke ive ever heard
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Jamerz717: why didnt the skeleton cross the road
tea cup control: why!?
Jamerz717: cause he didnt have any guts
Jamerz717: oh i have another one!
Jamerz717: dick cheney walks into the president's office and see him whooping and hollering
Jamerz717: so he says "whats the matter mr president?"
tea cup control: what waht!!!
Jamerz717: "nothing at all. i just finished a jigsaw puzzle in record time!!"
Jamerz717: how long did it take you"
Jamerz717: "well the box said 3 to 5 years but i did it in a month
Jamerz717: haha funny
tea cup control: hahahahaha
tea cup control: so clever THE BEST JOKE IVE EVER HEARD!
Jamerz717: i know!
Jamerz717: i've got another
Jamerz717: whats the national bird of afghanistan?
Jamerz717: DUCK!!
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Cjrulez69: so this penguin breaks down in the middle of the deseet in az
Cjrulez69: liek his car breaks dwon
Cjrulez69: are you listening?
tea cup control: yes yes
Cjrulez69: alright so he goes to a mechanic to get his car fixed and the mechanic says it looks liek your hott thers ice cream stand down the block
Cjrulez69: so the penguin goes and orders vanill aice cream and he getts it in abowl and his littl epenguin arms arent long enouhg to reach with a spoon
Cjrulez69: but he is really hot so he just eats it all up with his face
Cjrulez69: and hes like ahh thats some good ice cream so he goes back to the mechanic and says so whatds going on and the mechanicn says it looks liek you blew a seal and the penguin was liek no its ice cream
tea cup control: hahahahhahahahaha
Cjrulez69: get it the mechinc wa stlaking about the car
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XEscapexPlanX: well i heard a jesus joke recently
tea cup control: tell me i like jesus
XEscapexPlanX: so jesus walks into a hotel and says if theres any rooms available and the guy goes nope sorry we're all full so jesus puts up his arms and says ya sure ya cant put me up for the night?
XEscapexPlanX: i think its more a in person joke but it works lol
tea cup control: hahaha thats the best joke ive ever heard
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MartinSawGod: what did the rooster say to the cow
tea cup control: what?!
MartinSawGod: why you hoggin all the milk you fat fucking slut u have six kids and u think u can just waltz around the barn and lay in mud whenever the fuck u please
tea cup control: hahahah best joke ive ever heard
MartinSawGod: haha
MartinSawGod: badum chh
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lips pretext: this horse goes into a bar
lips pretext: and the bartender goes
lips pretext: HEY, GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE YOU FUCKING HORSE
lips pretext: the end.
tea cup control: That is the best joke ive ever heard
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theneedisdead: man walks in to a pub and says to the barman "Can a have a fork?"
The barman asks "What for?"
theneedisdead: Can I have a straw please?"
The barman asks him why, to which the man replied.
"Well someone has been sick outside, but all the best bits are gone
tea cup control: im trying to get it
tea cup control: i really am
tea cup control: But it was the best joke ive ever heard!!!
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| you are art. |
[Mar. 3rd, 2005|12:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  flubber. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | rocketman- elton john | ] |
'What its really about is creating a family. It's about creating a network of artists, of people who are like-minded. To me, artist are the face of God. They help tell a story of who we are as people, as a culture. So that shouldn't be sought out and welcomed instead of guarded against. You can't block it out.'
Painting is my own. I can show you it. Describe to you the colors, the texture, the image. I can't however, decribe to you how I felt at that very moment as I took that paint brush and placed on the white canvas. It's not in my heart to decribe to you that. The feeling has passed. What it has left is the image you can see before you. When I paint with people all I see is them. I can't paint my happiness at the site of them. I can go home and paint my lonliness of leaving them. I have never painted happiness. Not saying that I am the sad, un-happy, little 18 year old girl with no direction. It's quite the opposite. I am happy when I am with people. When I am alone I can take the lonliness and become happy by applying color to a blank canvas. Painting brings out the feelings that I have never been able to display in the public eye. Courtney feels the same way. No more group painting parties.
'It's a testament to the fact that there are still people who just like the music.'-Connor Oberst.
Music. Nobody will ever give me the love that I feel for you..You are my stronghold, my refuge. Even in the most uncomfortable situations you make me comfortably numb. I can never feel this for anything or anyone. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 2nd, 2005|09:05 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ima Robot- Dynamite | ] |
No I want to wait for someone like you
To make my life so dynamite
Ah ah ah ah ah ah
Turn this dark life into light
Ah ah ah ah ah ah
Make my world so shiny bright
Ah ah ah ah ah ah
You got me burnin' both ways
Ima explode!
This weekend was very good. It was my birthday weekend. It made me smile. A lot.
This week, so far, has been good. Monday had work alllllllll day and went out with jamie after.
Tuesday went to a boys house to get my charger and ended up staying for a band practice, wendys run, and pushed a few cars up a snowy hill. He's such a nice boy sometimes. I kind of have a crush on him. I almost fell asleep twice driving home last night. I would close my eyes and open them and be on the other side of 206. I have to get my car fixed. I am getting to the point where no one should be allowed in it because people keep fucking everything up.I hope nothing ruins my week. I have to write my internship letter...
Maybe I can plan something good for this weekend.
I wish I had something to look forward to.
That's when I am happiest. Whenever someone or something gets me down a little I can just think about how in a few days, or a few weeks, or a few months I will be there doing this and everything will be okay. Nothing will matter.
Can you give me something to look forward to? Please?
-elle.
Music Makes The Sound of Music. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 17th, 2005|06:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pensive | ] |
| [ | music |
| | mona lisa- | ] |
Mona Lisa Mona Lisa, men have named you
You're so like the lady with the mystic smile
Is it only 'cause you're lonely, they have blamed you
For that Mona Lisa strangeness in your smile?
Do you smile to tempt a lover, Mona Lisa?
Or is this your way to hide a broken heart?
Many dreams have been brought to your doorstep
They just lie there and they die there
Are you warm, are you real, Mona Lisa?
Or just a cold and lonely, lovely work of art?
FYI: It's harder than you realize. It really is. Let it be.
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| goodmorning sunshine |
[Feb. 7th, 2005|04:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  i'm a cynic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | he turns down- cat power | ] |
Dear you-
Tonight
Feb 7 Partly Cloudy
N/A/26° 20%
High not valid after 2pm
Tue
Feb 8 PM Showers
45°/31° 30%
45 °F
Wed
Feb 9 Mostly Cloudy
43°/28° 20%
43 °F
Thu
Feb 10 Snow
35°/17° 60%
35 °F
Plan Your Escape From the Cold
Fri
Feb 11 Partly Cloudy
33°/14° 20%
33 °F
Sat
Feb 12 Scattered Flurries
37°/17° 30%
37 °F
Sun
Feb 13 Partly Cloudy
37°/21° 20%
37 °F
Mon
Feb 14 Showers
38°/22° 60%
38 °F
Tue
Feb 15 Scattered Showers
39°/23° 30%
39 °F
Wed
Feb 16 Rain / Snow Showers
35°/17° 30%
35 °F
--------- I really feel that the weather is more important than anything I am going to say. I really want everyone to just be okay. People are making me depressed as fuck. I don't even know what to say anymore. I'm gonna go to make rae a sandwich, work out, than go to jaimes.
I told you the weather was more important.
elise |
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| ... C'est la vie... |
[Jan. 27th, 2005|08:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Dance, bitch! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Your retro career melted- the faint | ] |
HERES A STORY FOR THE KIDS!
I got new shoes. Today was my day off and it was actually splendid.
Went shopping, went out to eat, painted (well that's what I am taking a break from as I type this). I miss my pet fish, marv. He is beautiful. He's a fighting fish but he gives me smooches.
I apologize to those who I told I would grace with my presence today and could not get around to it. It's not that I didn't want to hang out... I just thought my new shoes were more important than you. But for me to even base a comparison to you and my new shoes...well let's just say you should feel pretty special (associated with Mic. and high school lover only). An online apology is highly dignified and classy therefor you wouldn't possibly ever think of being upset with me.
Missing: A Rabner has been missing for four whole days now. Where has she gone? Did she run away from me? Who knows! If you have seen a small girl trying to be asian dancing to MY MODEST MOUSE CD, please call me immediatley.
If anyone wants to buy me a pet turtle feel free to do so.
-Thank you and have a lovely evening-
elise dubois
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 25th, 2005|12:07 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Vizine. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Colors and the Kids- Cat Power | ] |
I can't express myself monosyllabically enough for you to understand it all.
-c-a-t-
Kenneth spice and I painted but all I got was my dear Onyx.
E-Bay my art... $2,550 for this work.
My Internship:
"Webster Hall Records defines the cutting-edge New York City Dance scene."
— Peter Travers,
Rolling Stone Magazine
125 E. 11th Street
New York City, NY
10003
Webster Hall is New York City's premier night club. 19 to enter 21 to drink, valid photo I.D. is required.
(i will only be 18 when I work there)
Dress Code
Dress to impress - no athletic wear, no sneakers, no hats, no doo rags, no boots (including Timberland); the dress code is enforced.
(damn...I can't bring my doo rag or tims!)
www.websterhall.com
-sonic youth<33
-modest mouse<33
-john mayer
-little kim
-usher
-lil john
-LUDACRIS<3
-Evanescence
...etc
recording studio.
I guess it's time for me to grow up.
Serving drinks to assholes and following a man around has never been so exciting.
my life after high school...
... my life in july...
my life.
New York city doesn't impress me. Nothing does. Except for multiple musicians, many artist, and photographers. Oh yeah, and my trumpet playing poet.
Visit me.
Thats my extravagant future.
I'm currently comfortably numb.
elise michelle dubois
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